Long for things to feel cinematic but most of the time they’re not.
You’re starin at a fresh scratch of ticket in your truck
in the grocery store parking lot.
Saying maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
Hoping maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
Thinking maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
You have a new nurse. She has kind eyes and she always calls you hun.
In the real world you’d hate it but the real world don't feel, feel much like this one.
She said “unclench your fist, you're all good to go we’ll find a solution.
The doctor will call, we'll explain it all. Please wait in the lobby”
Prayin maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
hoping maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
thinking maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
Saying maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
There’s a certain risk we tolerate that nothings up to you.
We surrender to accommodate like all sane people do.
All sane people do.
Thinkin maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
Prayin maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
Hopin maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
Sayin’ maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time I’ll win, maybe this time.
credits
from raw nerve,
released December 4, 2020
recorded by matt & gus at the bunk in henryville, pa
mixed by matt
supported by 47 fans who also own “got nothing for ya”
Listened to this a lot at 3am on my iPad and "Mesa" joined me on many car rides from therapy in 2020. Augusta has one of my favorite voices. Love love! Crawfdog