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Don't Know What You're In Until You're Out

by gladie

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1.
Purple Year 00:53
2.
It takes me more time. I’m a little unsteady. I was born yesterday. I forgot I could be somebody. It takes me more time. I’m a little unsteady. I was born yesterday. I forgot how to breathe already. Now the floodgates are open. The way I feel I could fill the ocean. The way I feel I could fill the ocean. The way I feel I could fill the ocean, on my own. It takes me more time. I’m a little unsteady. I’m running toward higher ground, higher ground before the wave comes to get me. (it washed me out despite my concrete surface) It takes me more time. I’m a little unsteady. I’m running toward higher ground, higher ground before the wave comes to get me. Now the floodgates are open. Now the floodgates are open. The way I feel I could fill the ocean. The way I feel I could fill the ocean. When the wave comes crashing in, it said I’m not a fixed thing. I’m changeable. I’m changeable. It takes me more time. I’m a little unsteady. I was born yesterday. I forgot I could be somebody. Now the floodgates are open.
3.
Mud 03:01
Stuck in mud til I hit another birthday. Pull me out I’m not dying, I’m just thirsty. Read my face you know I’m bad at lying but my moods are skydiving, moods are skydiving. Late bloomer in the shade, where you headed? Rise early to catch the morning dew. I noticed on clear inspection, my hands are the same shape as you. Late bloomer watch you slow dance alone. Illuminated by the glow of your cell phone. Smiles added to this new collection. Spring air through the windows, a color injection. I noticed on clear inspection, my hands are the same shape as you. No, I'm not trapped inside when it's raining, the fog is thick and I'm not complaining. Read your face and I know you're trying your moods are skydiving, moods are skydiving. Late bloomer in the shade, where you headed? Rise early to catch the morning dew. I noticed on clear inspection, my hands are the same shape as you.
4.
If I'm not my body if I'm not my own friend. If we tell ‘em something they'll only see it through their own lense. The days coming anyway, I’ll let it catch up to me. I wanna love you in the way that you still feel free. I hit the ground running, I hit the ground. Try on my adult shoes and relinquish control. I sink, sink, sink into the feeling till I uproot the end goal. Can't tell if you're depressed or just content they all appear as the same thing. Hear the outside world calling. Let that fucker ring ring ring. And you, hit the ground running, you hit the ground. I wanna love you in the way that you still feel free. I hit the ground running.
5.
Nothing 03:14
6.
Soda 04:14
Push around my thoughts on my breakfast plate. Pause to savor taste and evaluate. From my vantage point, we’re doing fine. You say words I wish to hold and bold and underline. You make me feel normal. Make me feel like I belong. For a glimpse, I'm free from suffering. Today there's nothing wrong. Store brand soda, still a luxury to me. I like the way we live in tandem and the world we wish to see. Sweet and cheap, we thrive on less. You don't feel you’re owed a thing. You enjoy the practice. You enjoy the practice. You make me feel normal. Make me feel like I belong.
7.
Garden gloves and citronella embrace the art of digging deep. I see you so unsatisfied sowing what you hope to reap. I don't want you to feel seen, I want you to be known. Take the grace you give away, give away for yourself when you're alone. When you're running on fumes, absorbing bad news, I’ll be here with the lights on. It felt, it felt, it felt, impossible to break, you don't know what you're in until you're out. I didn't get it then but I get it now. Happy is a concept that felt too decadent to try. Placing every bet against you and you never questioned why. Cruelty is a theater that plays all night long. Can we learn to tune it out when they turn it on? When you're running on fumes, absorbing bad news, I’ll be here with the lights on.
8.
Fixer 02:58
I left you standing in the yard, I didn't know it was the wrong thing to do. With raised voices and hushed minds whatever it takes to get you through the night before it's gone to a life where you belong. Woke up with that cloud in my head but I think I'll go to a friend's house instead. Get high and we won't talk but that's okay because everyone deals with their shit in their own way. What do I have to do to get close to me and you? The birds in the wall with voices too tall at night when I wake up and I get scared that you might someday disappear you might someday disappear we might someday disappear you might someday disappear but in that dream I'm already with you so it never was an issue to be gone.
9.
Smoking 04:20
Embarrassed to admit that I miss smoking. Breathing in solitude with strangers. “Hand of doom” dances in the background, empty cups on the passenger seat. I got that lump in the throat feeling, the sky’s turning black. What would you give, what would you give to the world that gives you nothing back? Standing on the precipice of the way things are and the parts I miss experience the moment that I'm in. I can feel it shifting in my skin. Don't recognize myself in the mirror, I think maybe I never did. Still there's light that leaks in the corners of the childhood joys I hid. Got that lump in the throat feeling, a sign to get on track, what do you give to the world that gives you nothing back? What would you give to the world that gives you nothing back? Standing on the precipice of the way things are and the parts I miss. experience the moment that I'm in. Laughed at by an empty glass, feel the crave then the moments passed. Times up, I'm shifting in my skin. Embarrassed to admit that I miss smoking. Breathing in solitude with strangers.
10.
For a Friend 05:05
Every window is a mirror when you're looking for your friend. A simple thought can punch you back in, have to dig out again. You find a simple pleasure in the midst of your grief television rerun a momentary reprieve. I tell you that you’re strong but it just feels like an insult. when nothing gets preserved nothing gets reserved, yeah that’s an insult. I see you standing in the backyard again, staring at the driveway waiting for your friend. But it's okay, cause we walk the same way. Slightly out of bound, slightly overwhelmed by our own pace. It’s okay cause we walk the same way slightly out of bound, slightly overwhelmed by our own pace. Every window is a mirror when you're looking for your friend. A reminder that a loop has a beginning and an end. Bury your head in the messiness of living you hear his voice in your woes, woes of indecision. I see you standing in the backyard again, staring at the driveway waiting for your friend. But it's okay, cause we walk the same way. Slightly out of bound, slightly overwhelmed by our own pace. It’s okay.
11.
You were burdened by my bullshit too. I was focusing on me, not you. Watched as the ugly in my mirror grew, a hand to slap me awake. I never understood that you could suffer alone but near me too. What a selfish thing to do. To overlook the one you love. Am I something fragile, or something strong? Am I a lukewarm bath that you stayed in too long? Am I something fragile, or something strong? Am I a lukewarm bath that you stayed in too long?

credits

released November 18, 2022

Augusta Koch - guitar, vocals
Matt Schimelfenig - guitar, keyboard, vocals
Pat Conaboy - guitar
Dennis Mishko - bass
Miles Ziskind - drums


Mike Park & Brian Lockrem- horns on ‘hit the ground running’
Mark Glick - cello on ‘bathtub’ ‘window’ and ‘purple year’


Recorded and Mixed by Matt Schimelfenig at The Bunk in Henryville PA
Additional recording at The Metal Shop in Philadelphia PA
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe in Philadelphia PA

Plum Records logo by Sarah Keen
Cover art and layout by Matt and Augusta
(Thank you to Max Stern for sage wisdom)

THANK YOU:
Benny, Mike Park, Mark Glick, Allegra Anka, Kelly Olsen, Danielle Dubois, Anika Pyle, Carolyn Haynes, Dan Frelly, Jarrett Nathan, Liz Parsons, Catherine Koch, Liz Koch, Max Stern, Susan Roop, Jess Flynn, Jake Ewald, Siri Langone, Laura Jane Grace, Ian Farmer, Zack Robbins, John Vetesse, Judd Hower, Jeff & Christine Rosenstock, Brian Mctear, Monk’s Cafe, Steph Godshall, Steven Allen, Eric Osman, Emily Hakes, Marcie and Scot Ziskind, Lev Ziskind, Maebh Aguilar, Jay Laughlin, Chris Hunter, Greg Karlowitsch, Jake Robbins, Ed Zeitz.


Rest In Peace and never waiving gratitude to Harrison Ziskind.

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